Saturday, October 13, 2007

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and acknowledge that I was this little journal had pretty much given up. Reasons? All and none in particular. "Procrastination? Can be, almost is the most probable.
In these months I've been away, but disappeared, many things have changed in my life, I would say too.
At the beginning of the year was pretty shitty, low, demoralized. This year I decided not to list purposes, why did every year, and in December, when I reread and realized that for these purposes one or two at most, and over the less important, were not met, I felt bad, incapable of doing things that He was so intent.
This year I have not done, many of those things I meant to have left without me wanting it.
I started the year by purchasing a new home. Yes, I decided, my old house, that he had in Alcalá de Henares, had too many memories for me that I was doing anything right. Whenever it happened was wrong, and I stepped past and ended up settling in my mother's house. Why I wanted that house then not used? I lie the blanket to the head and sold it, and I bought a cute and tiny little cottage in the Sierra de Avila. A cute little cottage that I'm enjoying it like a dwarf. Enjoying nature, the countryside, my friends at barbecues and small parties, loneliness and the warmth of my fireplace, the curl of the arms and the words of my friends and family over a cup of tea, sitting the shadows of the candles in the lounge, or sitting in the rocking of the deck gazing at the stars arropaditos with a blanket. I decided to take care
was leaving too and it was not good. The money from the mortgage he had taken to reform ... part I used it to reform myself. Laser hair removal body good bye to wax, tweezers, knives and other stories, a good endocrine, and gym. 13 extra pounds that I have been lost and move on.
In July our family grew. That already is not part of my plans, but like it or not, a niece also change a little your life. Seeing that face so beautiful, these gestures and smiles when he sees you and recognizes your voice makes you change your attitude towards life. For my health issues and know all that could not have children, it was something I wanted, and as a barrier to not hurt me forced me to think that I did not like children. Now again I see a child by street and turn to stop, I turn to look you in the eyes, mocking them with his tongue to smile, to kneel to tickle.
When I'm with her, I'll take her in his arms and looks at me. When we do monkey tricks and laughs out loud when I look and see how much he looks like my father from heaven is enjoying it with passion, makes me want to pull forward.
August arrived, I spent all summer in my house, and while there I decided to do something I had been wanting to do, and for some reason or other just throwing back. If you guys have changed my car. In my 206 I loved him a lot, in fact I left in good hands, why not wanted to end up in a junkyard or in the hands of some heartless that I destroyed it, but it was time to switch to a more fancy car suits my current mood. And what car you will say I bought something a little bigger? Well, yes, and much bigger, I ended up buying a piece of Toyota Rav 4 miles and shooting with me in all my travels. As a good wife and I have not named my child's name is Ken, and I'm your Barbie Girl. As a dwarf, hey, I'm enjoying it as a dwarf.
In a matter of heart, that I know you're wondering, more free than a partridge. At last I broke the past, in May I realized I was still holding on asshole a lie, the past with someone I only just got pulled scams and bacillary I meanly. From someone who used me at their whim and I had in reserve in case something failed. You used my feelings to their lows, leaving aside when not needed, someone whose idea of \u200b\u200bfriendship is very different from mine. The meaning is for him the friendship is the same as I am with a box of ibuprofen, which is tucked into the closet until the day I got a headache, take a couple of pills, and when I have solved the problem, back to leave in the closet. But that ibuprofen comes a time that starts to expire, and I expire. Expires and I realized that person is a simple being that happened in my life, I do not bring anything good, and highly esteemed wasted time of my life trying to keep alive something that is not worth it. At that time I cut the bud, I shelved and closed the book.
now I'm beaming. I look in the mirror and I like, something she had never done. I could not complain ever since you were not physically what complemented my personality, but these days ago I've noticed that lately I go down the street, going to the gambling dens, where I go, and occasionally someone you two legs I look, something that had never noticed. It feels strange to me, but also enjoyable.
I'm back to fix, I've put suggestive cleavage, I wear tight clothes again. He returned to flirt and get my arms of a woman, and it works, that's something, like riding a bike, is learned and not forgotten. Do not know the power of the suggestive power of a glance or a word at the time.
and labor, that is what remains to me, but if I'm on track, and things go as I think they are going, soon I will also have an important change in this regard.
I feel different, I feel better, my life has changed and all without realizing it and without intending to.
A gordote besote everyone.